Okay so I made it past year one here at CFNI. Can I say that it was one of the most intense learning experiences. I have been stretched and pulled and molded and pressed and whatever other adjectives you can think of that describe how God re-arranges our lives so that we get in line with His will.
I still marvel at the fact that I am where I am already in life. I wonder sometimes where I would be if I would have started this journey with the Lord a lot sooner. Although, God seems to be doing some fast-forwarding so I don't think it really matters. A mere two years after my profession of Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior and here I am with one year down at Bible college. God, you truly are a miracle worker.
The other part of me says, "let's hurry this thing up!". I want to be so far and do so much but I constantly have to remind myself that just because I am ready to be somewhere it does not at all mean that I am spiritually or mentally ready to be there. I know God knows what He is doing, my life is a living testimony to that. [Help me be more grateful for that Lord, I'm sorry for being soo pushy :/]
This summer has been a real eye-opener. I've met a lot of new friends and realized that I have more time on my hands than I ever really knew I did. I spent last semester running around like a chicken with it's head cut off and thinking I never had time to do anything. I know now that the only reason I was doing that was because my priorities were out of order. So yeah, I've been working on that this summer. I'm ready for a fresh start this fall. I've taken time to get myself back into better shape and start eating right. An important part in my opinion. I was constantly tired last semester and it was probably because I stayed up to late, got up too early and ate way too much Taco Bell. [Thank you for the renewing of my mind and resetting of my priorities.]
Well, it's been a while since I had wrote and I was feeling extra specially creative and needed an outlet so there that was. I really need to be more consistent with this, it's quite therapeutic.
More to come when more arrives...
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